Monday, February 27, 2006

hey hey..
omg.
can there atleast b one.
where it aint a link.
you plus you
n i get you.
hmm. no all tht good after all huh.
anyhoos, chilled at starbucks today.
met a couple of ppl.
all good i must say.


thnks for allowin things t b this way
for things t b ok
to where it all began
to where it was meant to b
imuh give it one more shot
imuh try muh best
i hope it turns out good.
something diiferent
something new.
something unlike the rest
imuh treat u good
treat u well.
treat u like how u were suppose to b
cos i know how it feels
basically, i know whut ur goin thru
ur not alone


stop dreamin u freak head
face up to reality
being real
tryin hard not to look back
look ahead

ooh...
whut tha helll
imuh go now yawl.
've got betta thangs ta do

i lost it
nothin last forever.
its not too late
not lookin back
things therefore myte b perfect
nothings gonna change whut u said
dont say u dont understnd
nothing's too late
cos nothing happened.

im off.
peace out yawl.

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Here is something Nor created while chillin' with her cousins,

Good or bad,
happy or sad,
same or different,
depressed or glad.
I'm sleeping on a mat,
not on the bed bcos i'm mad.
I saw a cat,
& it's fat!
But it's not a cat,
it's my dad crawling on a bed.
So that's a tat tat.

--

Why does she cry,
bcos' she is high.
While flying in the sky,
She burnt her thigh.

Fly, fly, fly, the butterfly.
In the meadow, flying low.
In the sky, flying high.
Fly, fly, fly the butterfly.

(This is a song!)

--

This is an evidence of what she has been doing these past few days.

--

My legs are weak.
My arms are weaker.
But my heart's the weakest.

--

Please do forgive the grammar & the spelling bcos' my english is deteriorating at a speed of light, so please do. (:
This post was blogged by Azie, rookie-.blogspot.com (HAHAHA)

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

HELLO THERE PEEPS OF THA WORLD.!!

HAHAHHAS.!
HMM,MASS aint that bad.
actually, i wldnt know.
I DINT ATTEND.
hahahah.!
anyhoos, got my steeple.
looked at all the retarded ppl.
hahaha.
school was ayte. i guess.
saw ppl.
new ones.
old ones.
same ones.
changed ones.

ANYWAYS,
chilled a lil wit double d.
then imuh off ta town.
now, was that interesting.
well, slacked tha whole freakin day.
sat at starbucks like from one thirty ta six.
talked a lil.
teared as well.
feels good being oopeen.
confused tho.
whut do yuh want do yawl.
i think imuh did it too much.
muh body hurts mann.
off fer dinner wit azie.
hair cut after that.
after much plannin.
im still back wit da same hair cut.
AHHAHA.!
imuh sho azie knows whut imuh talkin bout.
ahaha.!

thanks all fer hearin me out.
glad ta know ya care.
comin back when yuh like at yuh crib yaw dawg.
thank god fer stayin in central area.
HAHAHA>!
oh wells.
no time fer whutever.
so yeah.
imuh stray.
far away.
never comin back.
got da drift.?


fucked up song's playin on mtv now.
which is like so totally suckayye.
eeks.!
cant believe it
i used ta love this song.
gosh.!
such bad taste in music i had.

oh wells.
now its all said and done.
imuh take a chill pill.
take a lil shower.
and off ta town i go.
imuh tellin yuh
town's like muh second crib yawl.
goin there evryday.
seein someone mayb.
hopin mayb.
eye candy perhaps.
waitin.
or plainly slackin at starbucks.
hahahaha.!!!

it felt like yuh sold my heart
at the nearby shop.
buyin only when needed.
sellin it off when
yuh aint wantin it.
thanks.
i feel like a toy.
thats whut ive been wantin ta b anyways.
after eleven years of education,
thats my dream job.
thanks alot.
i finally got my dream career.
8D

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

if GOD was againts it,
why do things happen.
the fact that yawl can agree when i say,
we do da plannin
but god makes the final decision.
so i ask,
why do things happen.
if its wrong,
how come he made us go thru all that.?
why does he make us go thru all thats wrong.
and face the punishments later.
once again,i ask why.


EVERYTHIN HAPPENS FER A REASON.
so whuts da reason bhind this.
learn fron our mistakes
and not repeat it.
so why.?
can someone explain to me,
bout whut da fuck imuh talkin bout.
or yawl aint got no clue too.
or mayb imuh just thinkin.
thinkin way too much.
but think bout it yawl.
since HE makes all the decision,
why does he allow me ta go thru with it.


some would keep ta their promises.
some would do as they say.
some would speak their mind.
some would listen.
some would go that extra mile ta go on.
some would let go of the past.
some would build new relationships.
some would give space ta new ones.
some would just runa away.
some would stay and change.
some would just have no clue.
some would pretend.
some would settle it once and for all.
some would get over it.

SO,the question is..
WHICH ONE ARE YOU.?

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Thursday, February 16, 2006

when ta work today
pretty sucky.!
it sucked.!
i lost muh motivation mann.
muh motivator, is gone.!

oh wells,
feel like quittin.
but imma wait fer end of this month.
i think.

oh wells.
ermm, mmmm, menthol, lights, okay cool.
that was a bunch of crap by azie, cool huh.!

**

(: okay! azie here to continue the post!
let's all say, AZIE is fucking' disappointed that she didn't go to toa payoh, ):

aside, back to nor nadya natashah binte mohd. noooooooor! (:

she is a psycho, self-confessed.
i had dinner at Azie's Cafe today, it was yummilicious!
i give it TEN THUMBS UP! (:
goodygoodgoood, you should try it!
head down today!

you left me.
i'm bruised.

OKAY, AZIE SAY'S GOOOODBYE!
I'LL BE BACK, (:

(to haunt norrrrr's blog, heh heh)

nor says :

"PEACE OUT, A-TOWN."
- does the usher thing.

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

muh definition

just sent muh application out.
that went prettaye well.
apllied fer the course i want.
so its all good.


attached.
whut a beautiful day.
another day ta celebrate wit yuh loved one.
yes yes.
its like everyday
but today's extra special.
BAHHAHAHHA.!

not attched.
whuts there ta celebrate.
yuh mean yuh only show how yuh really care
on this oh so not appreciated day.
like whut the bleah.
lousy ppl.

well. well.
now thats muh definition of valentine's day.
mind da psycho talkin.
really not in mood now.

FUCK u bitch.
i aint wantin ta go.
yuh already force.
still wanna rub it in.
like buzz off.
bitch.

anyways, i shant waste space on her.
its so wasted.
ugh.
i;ve betta things ta do.
betta stuff ta think off.
no time fer yuh.

Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression
No, literally give an arm for
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her
But what happens when karma
Turns right around to bite you
And everything you stand for turns on you despite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain


[And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on
Don't mourn, rejoice
Everytime you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that, I'm lookin' down on you smilin'
And i didn't feel a thang
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...]

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

happy valentine's day

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY TA ALL YAW.!

anyhoos, just came back from a talk.
it was ayte.
prettaye cool.
hmm, muh mind's all made up now.
i know whut imuh do next.
hahah.!

ok..so valentine's day aint all that bad.
beside da fact thta i aint got one.
but who gives.
well, mayb i do.
HAHAHA.!
accompanied me fer lunch just now.
sorry. dint know whut ta do.
dint wanna give false hope.
yuh gonna get ova it ayte.
aint no shit goona appen'.

oh wells, this is fer u, special one.
it aint the end of the world ayte.
hold yuh head high fer there's many more to come.
i aint no expert but i can speak thru experience.
i know how yuh feelin.
take yuh time.
there aint no rush.
do whut yuh hafta do.
and yuh might never know.
someone out there might b made fer yuh.
only time can tell.
so dont ask for much.
actually, dont even ask.
live each day a new.
you'll get by da day.
yuh got addicted ta da habit.
not too much.
just a lil bit a day.
if it makes yuh feel betta,
bring me along.
imuh hear yuh out.
yuh were there fer me.
imuh b there fer yuh too.
aint sayin its gonna b easy.
just rememba that..
every endin brings yuh closer ta a new beginnin.
remember that ayte.
one more thang,
yuh aint alone.
yuh haf me by yuh side.
plenty love.
[Be strong, believe]

and so i cant go.
but it aint affectin me, just yet.(?)
has it not occured ta me yet.
or aint i allowin it ta.
does this show some signs.
aint much ta me.
i was sure bout where imuh headin.
but everythin's changed.
im stuck.
cant go on.
cant move back.
imuh caught in da middle.
no emotions attached
or atleast i try.
avoidin it in fear of fallin hard.AGAIN.
cant afford that.
fer muh heart's bruised.
hard.
broken a couple of times only holdin tight by tapes.
hit it hard & it'll shatter.
are yuh gone.
done fer da last time.
just dat i aint realisin it.?
if so, whut am i feelin.?
all yucky and bleah in inside.
nothang said there.
peace out yaw.

[photo-ryan caberra]

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Monday, February 13, 2006

imuh backk.!

hey yawl.! wassup people.!
yeah yeah. its been long huh.
way too many thangs goin on in muh life.
HAHAH.!
but o wells.imuh overcome it.
hmm,so basically its been work work and more work eversince a month back.
prettaye cool.
get muh mind of stuff and all of that.
wow.! i really know how ppl who ask fer contributions from da public feels mann.
REAL PAIN imuh tellin yawl.
gettin kinda borin tho.
doin da same ol' thang like everyday.
seein da same all peeps round town.
same ol' shit.
but somehow doin da same ol' thang really leaves yuh no more fer other stuffs.
O wells. nothang ta dwell bout that.
its just part & parcel of life.!
aint i right zie.?
its just part of it.
HAHAH.

anyways, results are out.
prettaye cool.
decidin where ta go now.
contemplatin on two courses.
damn.! thats tough.
imuh havin ono more day ta think mann.
now thats a long time.
HAHAH.

VALENTINES DAY's tomaro yaw.!
ta da love birds out there,
haf fun ayte.
fer the others, urs will come prettaye soon.
DONT EXPECT. BE SURPRISED.
someone told me that.
and somehow, it WORKS WONDERS.!

anyhoos, life's been treatin me good.
confuse tho.
but who gives a flyin *toot.!*
BLEAH.
whatever ta that mann.
aint no shit ta talk bout there.
just get up and keep it movin.
aint that easy tho.

[foolish by ashanti]
i ask why.

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